[When he comes, it's with desperate shout and breathless moan that tries to be Muldoon's first name. And then Muldoon is burying himself inside him and the intensity of the moment has Casper seeing stars.
He's happy to be held close, slumping forward with his hands against the bed. Though his spine is starting to feel like jelly as he comes down from the high of everything.]
Jesus Christ. [But it's said with a laugh, breathless and amused.] Fuck, you feel good.
[Muldoon hasn't had a reason to move like this in a very long time, and his body is already getting ready to complain about the new type of exercise. He takes a moment before carefully pulling out, rubbing Casper's back before he encourages the other man to lay on his side so that Muldoon can lay beside him.
He takes a moment to catch his breath before turning to grin at Casper.]
Holy shit. [He tucks up as close as possible, as soon as they're on the bed. Nosing into Muldoon's neck and wrapping an arm around his waist, tangling their legs together with a contented sigh.]
I dunno. We might have to try again later, just to make sure. [His smile is soft and dreamy as he gives Muldoon a surprisingly sweet kiss.] I'm not going to be able to sit at my desk tomorrow, good god.
It's so funny to me, knowing now that you've also been thinking about this for a while. I guess part of your stoic, unknowable nature. It makes you hard to read, and I just could never be sure. And I don't like acting on things I'm not sure about.
[As they relax against the mattress, Casper starts tracing little swirls and patterns over Muldoon's chest.]
Not always. Maybe a flirtatious comment to see how it lands, like with you, but nothing big. Hell, until you kissed me? I was going to content myself with some playful banter and the occasional dinner. Maybe hope for some extra physical contact during one of drinking get togethers. But...
[He sighs and drops a kiss to Muldoon's shoulder, looking perfectly pleased with things.] This is so much nicer.
I'd have to agree with that. [The light touch makes him shiver, and he slides his fingertips over Muldoon's jaw to turn that nip into a long, slow kiss.] I think if I were any more thoroughly satisfied, I'd be asleep on top of you right now.
As it is, I might have to bring an extra cushion for my chair. I won't be able to stop thinking about you tomorrow. I swear I saw stars.
[Alright, that was more reassurance than he'd been expecting. It leaves him chuckling lightly.] Good... I think.
[For a moment he's quiet, brow furrowing a little as he considers whether or not to explain himself. Usually he wouldn't ask questions like this, expecting that his partner would share if they wanted to.]
This was my first time with a man. Properly. I'd been worried it would be awkward. [He was worried he would do badly, but he's not going to admit that. Enthusiasm makes up for a lot, it turns out.]
Robert. [Casper stretches out on top of Muldoon, bracketing his arms against the mattress on either side of the warden's face, and leans in to kiss him sweetly. Staying close when the kiss ends.]
I had a truly wonderful time. I didn't feel you were awkward, even for a moment. Next time, I might bring lubrication with me, if only because it provides a slightly different experience.
Not better, all right? [He's sure to add this, to preemptively assuage any fears that this way was somehow less.] Just different. It's all a learning experience, to find out what we find most enjoyable together.
This is a journey I want to go on with you. And I think we are off to a stellar start.
[He would happily stay here and kiss and not worry about anything, but instead it just means Casper gets his full attention. Though his hands initially stroke Casper's back, they soon settle as he listens, his blue eyes flitting across Casper's expressive features as he talks.
Once Casper's done, Muldoon is quiet for a moment. The other man is being entirely genuine, and kind, and even as suspicious as he is, he can't find anything to be concerned about. So he smiles instead.]
Good. Because I'd like to do a lot more of this.
[To illustrate his point, he wraps his arms around Casper and rolls them both over so that he's on top. Here he can kiss the other man as much as he'd like. Which right now is quite a lot.]
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He's happy to be held close, slumping forward with his hands against the bed. Though his spine is starting to feel like jelly as he comes down from the high of everything.]
Jesus Christ. [But it's said with a laugh, breathless and amused.] Fuck, you feel good.
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He takes a moment to catch his breath before turning to grin at Casper.]
Was that enough misbehaving for you?
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I dunno. We might have to try again later, just to make sure. [His smile is soft and dreamy as he gives Muldoon a surprisingly sweet kiss.] I'm not going to be able to sit at my desk tomorrow, good god.
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I'm sorry. [Though he doesn't sound it one bit. Instead he sighs contentedly.] I've wanted to do that for so long. It was even better than I'd hoped.
[The smile he gives Casper is just a little cheeky.] I'm happy to do it all over again. If we need to make sure.
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[As they relax against the mattress, Casper starts tracing little swirls and patterns over Muldoon's chest.]
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You must have taken chances before. But I'm not surprised I'm the bigger risk taker of the two of us.
[With a shrug of his head he adds,] It did help when I realised you weren't just flirting to ruffle my feathers.
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[He sighs and drops a kiss to Muldoon's shoulder, looking perfectly pleased with things.] This is so much nicer.
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[Then, he nips gently at Casper's lower lip.] Did I do alright? Are you thoroughly satisfied?
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As it is, I might have to bring an extra cushion for my chair. I won't be able to stop thinking about you tomorrow. I swear I saw stars.
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[For a moment he's quiet, brow furrowing a little as he considers whether or not to explain himself. Usually he wouldn't ask questions like this, expecting that his partner would share if they wanted to.]
This was my first time with a man. Properly. I'd been worried it would be awkward. [He was worried he would do badly, but he's not going to admit that. Enthusiasm makes up for a lot, it turns out.]
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I had a truly wonderful time. I didn't feel you were awkward, even for a moment. Next time, I might bring lubrication with me, if only because it provides a slightly different experience.
Not better, all right? [He's sure to add this, to preemptively assuage any fears that this way was somehow less.] Just different. It's all a learning experience, to find out what we find most enjoyable together.
This is a journey I want to go on with you. And I think we are off to a stellar start.
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Once Casper's done, Muldoon is quiet for a moment. The other man is being entirely genuine, and kind, and even as suspicious as he is, he can't find anything to be concerned about. So he smiles instead.]
Good. Because I'd like to do a lot more of this.
[To illustrate his point, he wraps his arms around Casper and rolls them both over so that he's on top. Here he can kiss the other man as much as he'd like. Which right now is quite a lot.]